Thoughts & Prayers for Birthmom

I've thought a lot, in the last few weeks, how desperate would I have to be, to drop 2 of my children at a care center. Honestly, I cannot quite get my brain around the concept. My heart aches for A&K's birthmom. To experience the death of her husband, then to be forced to make the decision she did, she must be dealing with very difficult emotions. She will be forced to re-visit her decision, once again, before our court hearing (date TBA). I've been praying for her, and praying for me...that we can both survive this process and be blessed by each other's decisions. I love them oh so much already!!